Saturday, December 18, 2010

SMFH thirsty tricks

OK so I know it has been a while and I am trying my best to keep up! so anywho, as most of you college students reading my blog may know this semester is now over!! woohooo last week I took the last of my exams and now I have my mornings free to sleep late, cook breakfast, clean the house all before I go to work! I love it!
So lets see, whats been going on, my sister had her Dr appointment for her pregnancy on the 16th which was her birthday, and she found out she is 7 months pregnant, and she got a little ultrasound picture and my niece, or nephew looks like a little peanut. lol they told her that after the 7th week the baby will double in size. So im kinda excited for that!
So as far as drama that seems to be never ending in my life, one of my boyfriends old friends named Ronsha (they were like brothers and sisters before the beef between her and i) anywho before I tell you what happened let me go way back to when the drama started. A while ago, probably the beginning of this year I found where ronsha friend clarissa sent my boyfriend naked pics to his e-mail. I wrote something mean on Clarissa Facebook page and after that all her ghetto ghetto friends, including ronsha started writing mean stuff about me on my boyfriends Facebook age of how he should get rid of me, im know good, bladhdy blahddy blah. My boyfriend told Ronsha that if he had to choose between me or them he would choose me so to leave me alone. That pissed her off but then she laid off for a while with her smart ass comments. But every once in a while she would write something mean or smart about me on my boyfriends facebook statuses. What is crazy about the whole situation is that I only didnt like clarissa because she sent my boyfriend naked pics. I never had a problem with Ronsha. but for some reason she made me her problem and got so rapped up in me that any chance she could she would try to say something mean about me on my boyfriends page like he is suppose to agree or something. For a whole year I tried to ignore all her comments and tried to be the bigger person and kill the trick with kindness. So recently I started following her on twitter. the very first day i decided to follow her on twitter she tried to call me out in a tweet stating I followed her then unfollowed her...which i didnt do, i was very much still following her and I told her that...instead of writing what was said i am going to post the whole twitter confrontation lmbo. then tell me what you think?!

So as you can see the trick kept trying to make herself look like bigger person when she started everything but thats what she is good at. She talks all her shit on the computer then one someone decides to confront her about it she act like she did nothing wrong and she is just too good to argue. But I was just so sick of putting up with her bullshit when I never had a problem with her in the first place that i felt she needed to put back in her place. also this trick is only like 4 ft 5 a little short midget and I believe that is a reason why she is such and online gangster because she saw me on thanksgiving and just ignored me lol but she acts all big and bad on the computer. dumb trick and she never tried to talk to me in private but one time and thats when I didnt have a problem with her but with her friend clarissa. What I look like callin you when you have a problem with me?.....I could give two fucks if you dont like me but when all you do is talk shit im gonna set your ass straight. hmph. the only thing I didnt like about this whole mess was I felt like it made me look gangster or hood and i am know where near it haha but I will always stand up for myself no matter who it is and whenever I see her again I will confront her because I want to make sure my name never comes out her mouth wrong again ;-) 

Anyways there is more that has gone on since my last post because like I said before there is always drama following me unfortunately :/

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

I know it's been a while

Hey loves! I know it's been a which since I've posted to my blog. I've made lots of drafts while in class but I never get finish writing them! Also it's the end of the semester and it's exam time so I've been studying my ass off to make sure I try and get my gpa back up since I'm switching my major from accounting to economics. I've got lots of good juicy info to tell you so just keep coming back because I'll be making a post by the end of the week. :)

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Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Ugh what now!?

Hello my blogger dolls, so it hasn't even been a month since my sis has been married and now she is prejudge, yep I have a beautiful sister who is 16, married & pregnant! :/ sucks! I live her so much and I want to see her succeed and become someone! She is rushing in to things way to fast, she has no job and her husband works part tine at ihop on top of all that they are living at my moms house in her bedroom! What kind of fucked up fairy tale is that! Ugh when I found out I was flabbergasted because earlier this year she had got prego and I thought ok she made a mistake but I support her, now I'm like I think she was trying to get pregnant! Ugh it just pissed me off but she has to suffer the consequences of her own mistakes!

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Monday, November 29, 2010

It's Monday

Back to school, back to work, back to life as we have known it to be. The holiday weekend went by way to fast!! :/ I hope everyone has a good week!

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Friday, November 26, 2010


Happy belated thanksgiving day! Ugh I'm eating leftovers now, and will be fir the next couple of days but i dot mind cause mmmmmm everything is oh so good! My boyfriends family had a nice dinner at the church and the food was oh, so good. But I had to save room for my moms food and she made fried turkey which is always bangin and the deserts always get me cause I'm a fatty anyways lol but i hoped everyone had a great thanksgiving and remembers what they have to be thankful for!

Party! Party!

So if your reading my blog you would know that I had planned my sister a bad ass bachelorette party, complete with a sexy ass guy to strip ;-) Here are a couple of pics from the party!

My sis & I

Rice Krispy dicks I made...We <3 black dicks haha ;-0

Fuckin classy bachelorette glass, filled with hypnotic & a dick straw ;)

The vulgar cupcakes I made were super yummy

My sis & her husband after they got married 
I wish them lots of love and happiness cause i know they are going to need it 

That female gut feeling part 2

So to finish the story about my boyfriend meeting up with his ex girlfriend...

So I had previously stopped at the part where I had got my friend to go over my house and see if he was home or if his ex was there with him, she called me and told me he was there and right after she called, he called me and told me he was sleep and what did I want, I told him I only kept calling him because his car alarm wouldn't cut off and I didn't want the battery to go dead but then I finally got it cut off and that he could just call me back when he woke up because I could tell if I were to bring up the real reason I called he would get defensive like he always does so I left it alone for the moment.
I didn't talk to him for the rest of thy night because when he called me back I was already asleep, but the next day he got off of work at 2 and my sister was suppose to get married at 3, I headed over to the reception place around 2:30 to help my mom decorate for the dinner after the wedding and after that I call him and tell him how I really felt last night, that I thought he was with Emily because when I called Desmond, he said he wasn't even in Greenville...and like I knew he would he got all defensive about it then hung up on me so I'm super pissed at this point and I call him back and ask him did he hang up on me, he said yea so at that moment I just hung up on him. Ugh I felt bad cause I was now in a pissy mood and my little sister is about to get married! So I leave my phone in the car during the wedding ceremony because I knew he was gonna text me some bs and I didnt want to be reading negative text messages in middle of the wedding. After the ceremony I headed back to my car and read the txt that I knew he was going to send. He wrote we need to have a long talk about our relationship he said he doesn't want to be in a relationship with a girl that is insecure and doesnt trust him around females because I think he is cheating with every girl he txt. I stayed calm because I knew he was gonna write some bs so I just said whatever you do you I was just telling you how I felt, the whole time he was txting me it was like he kept changing up why he was mad lol like he was tryna piss me off or like he was guilty of something and was tryna find anyway possible to turn the situation around in me to make me the bad guy. I ignored him and came home late. When I got home he sat down on the couch with me and was playing with our dog, I asked him so wat you want to talk about since the last convo we had wasn't good at all, he said we don't have anything to talk about so I was like so wat was the last convo about then? He went on this long rant about how I'm insecure, super mean, how I think I'm the shit and better than everyone else but insecure if he talks to any female oh he just went on and on and I just broke down :( I believed it every word and at that moment I really thought I was just trippin the whole tome and maybe I do have a problem.
Well we made up and what not and the next day we went to walmart and I had to ask because it had been on my mind all day "what did u and Emily talk about for 1 minute the other day about since she didn't come over or u didn't meet her somewhere?" he said that he had seen her at the gym and she went in to tan and he had left and when she got out she called him to see if he had left...after I thought about it for a minute I knew something was off cause she called you a little after I had talked to you and you told me when I called you that you were in the shower? I didn't say anything though i just let it slide cause I didn't want to get an another argument. Well the weekend was finally over and I went to to work this monday. I work at a bank so I have tons of free time at work so I decided to go ahead and pay a couple of our bills. I told him i was going to pay his car insurance with his credit card, so I'm about to pay one of his bills when I saw his credit card transaction $38 to o'charleys resteraunt on nov 18, the day I had thought he was with Emily. I knew it and was right the whole fuckin time!!! So I'm at work and about to have a nervous fucking breakdown because he had made me feel bad for even thinking he would lie to me about going to dinner with her and he was lying the whole fuckin time!!!! I was so fuckin angry that I didnt know what to do, so the first thing I did was text himO'charleys resteraunt the day that I was gone. He then said yes, and I couldnt talk to him because I would have flipped out and cussed his ass out so I just hung up on him, and plus I was at work and I didnt want to make myself anymore upset because I work at the front desk and I didnt want to be crying or anything. I did however text him about how I was mad that he went to dinner with emily but that I cant stand him and was super disappointed that he lied to me about it, then we get in this text argument, and he sends me text of what emily sent him, after he told her I was mad that I found out they went out to dinner, I told him dont send me what emily said to you, im not mad at her, im mad at you. and I shouldnt have had to find out you went to dinner with your ex I shouldve already known, I told him before I didnt have any problem with him texting her but we have to have an honest relationship so no cover ups and lies because when you lie you make things 10x worse for yourself and 100x harder for me to trust you in the future. he just kept texting saying he was a liar he didnt want me to leave him, they went to dinner as friends nothing more, and he loves me blah blah blah, I was just like whatever because I didnt know what to feel at that moment and all I did feel was anger and disappointed. Well one of the tellers at my bank could tell i was not in a good mood, so she took me aside and i told her what was wrong and she told me I had the right to get mad, and that her and her husband have been married for 30 years and it took him 20 years for him to start being 100 % with her, even if it was something so small or stupid he would just not tell her or he would lie about it and she said it just takes some men a while to be completely open with the one they love because they want to be perfect for you that if they do something they know you wouldnt approve of or may not like they just wont tell you to avoid hurting your feelings and stuff. i totally understood where she was coming from but lying to me is a big no no and something I wont tolerate in my relationship. at this point she calmed me down alot and I was actually thinking in my right minds, my boyfriend was still texting me saying he loves me and he wants me to stay with him so he can prove he can tell me the truth and not be so defensive about everything.
So I made the decision because I really know he didnt tell me he went to dinner with emily is because he knows i wouldve said hell to the no and got pissed and that he was only trying to not make me mad, even though he lied and we had gone through this before, I decided to give him ONE more chance. so when I got home i told him we can try to work it out and be an honest and open couple, no secrets. I also told him lying is a no beuno and if it EVER happens again he is outta here because I am not going to keep tolerating this bullshit if you want to go to dinner with a friend thats a girl, we can sit down an discuss it, or anything you think i will get mad about we can talk about it before you lie about it to me.
So, so far I think I made the right decision and lately he has been really good and anytime i ask him anything he hasnt gotten defenisve about me asking or whatever, but we will see how he is in the long run and hopefully it wont take him 30 years to be 100 % honest with me because if some shit like this happens again it over because I mean what if someone would have seen him that night with her at dinner? Or what if my friend would have came to the door and the girl was in my house, omg I would have fuckin died and we probably wouldnt be together now, so he should be glad I found out myself before I found out by somebody else.

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Wednesday, November 24, 2010

that female gut feeling...

ok so last night I got super busy and didn't get a chance to blog :( before I go into detail about my sisters wedding, I want to get some pics from it so I will blog about that later, let's go into detail about my boyfriend meeting up with his ex girlfriend behind my back.
So I left to go to new bern for my sisters wedding last Thursday, I called my boyfriend periodically through the day to check up on him and what not, around 7:00 p.m I called him and he said he had just came back from the gym that he was about to take a shower and go hang out and get something to eat with his guy friend Desmond. well I told him I'll call him later and he said that was fine and that if he didn't answer he would call me right back in the next couple of minutes. well he called me again an like 7:30 for no reason Which I thought was weird but I didn't pay it any mind I talked to him for a minute then he told Me Desmond was calling him so we hung up. I felt like something just wasnt right??? he was being way to nice and he never calls me back to back like that, then I started thinking about how he lied to me before telling me he was going to dinner with his friend kb but he was really going to this whore bitch clarissa bday party! so after remembering that I called him around answer. I waited 5 minutes and he didn't call back so I looked at his phone records to see who was the last person he had talked to and it was Emily and this time It was different because they never talk on the phone only txt and it was a 1 minute phone call so that signaled to me that she called him to say "hey I'm here" or "hey in outside" also i didnt see where he had talked to desmond at all so of course I call him again..still no answer so I txt him telling him to call me asap well I call Desmond and ask is he with Josh...and he wasn't so at this point I am going crazy and filled with anger!! so I txt him some bs saying his car alarm isn't working so call me back asap and I get my friend to go over my house and see what he is doing, well he never calls me back and my friend calls me back and says he was home by himself with his nightclothes on...then right after that he calls me and says he was sleeping what did I want...I let it go for the moment and told him I kept calling because his car alarm wouldn't cut off but I finally got it off and to just call me when he gets up or whatever.

so there is so much more to this story but I have to go back to work so I'll finish the rest later today, but tell me what you think so far!?

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Such a lovely monster ;)

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drama drama!!

ugh omg these last few days have been super duper crazzyyyy!! from planning my sisters bachelorette party, her getting married, my boyfriend lying to me and meeting up with his ex girlfriend...yea so it's been pretty crazy! I'm at work now and can't really get into the juicy details so when I get home I'll definitely catch you guys up on what's been going on, come back late today to read more!!

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Last night

So I don't know what was up last night!? Was it a full moon, were the stars aligned in a certain way last night that my boyfriend wants to go to bed early which he never does then sit up & talk me to death all night long and start an argument!?
Ok so here is what happend:
My boyfriend and I were laying in bed quietly and I was slowly falling asleep when he started asking me questions about my sisters wedding. My sister getting married has been an ongoing problem with alot of people because she is only 16, beautiful, and her boy friend or fiance is quite bummy and had gotten my sister pregnant and was fuckin another girl while he was fuckin my sister raw! So yea alot of people don't support the idea of them getting married except my parents, because they say no matter how much we tell her how hard it's going to he, she has to learn her own lessons and suffer her own consequences.
But anywho back to my boyfriend, so we're laying in bed and he starts asking me questions like "so who is all going to the wedding?" "do you support it?" "well why are you throwing her a bachelorette party?" "how can they invite mikes (my sisters fiance, not his real name, I'm not going to put real names in my blogs) step mom but not her daughter?"
before I go any further let me tell you what makes the situation more fucked up is that mikes step moms daughter has been one of my boyfriends good friend for years...and I can't stand the bitch and her ghetto, whore ass friends. They have tried so many times to break us up and her bitch ass whore ass best friend sent him naked pics! I had serious thoughts of killing the naked pic sending bitch during that point in my life. And then when my sister started dating mike and she would go over there house, they would make little smart remarks to her and be dumb fugly whore ass bitches like they are so of course them tricks weren't invited to my sisters wedding! My boyfriend is still cool with them but he doesn't fuck with them that much anymore after all the drama them bitches caused.
And on top if all that to make mire shit fucked up is mike doesn't like my boyfriend because my bf didn't speak to him the first time they met and he felt disrespected...and my bf doesn't like mike because he knows what type of guy Tony is and he sees right through his bs.
But anyway doe (kat stacks voice) like I was saying, he was asking me all these questions about her wedding and I kept telling him the same thing over and over again, I don't like the fact she is getting married so young and that's she will have to struggle but I have told her and my family how I feel about it, and that's basically all I can do, if my parents support her decision and my sister knows what heartache she is about to go trough and she accepts that and she is still happy then I'll be happy and support her decision even though I know it's gonna be hard for her! I just want her to be happy and if she is happy in the moment then I'm gonna let he live in the fuckin moment! And yes imm gonna throw her a fuckin bachelorette party! Like I don't know why he just could not understand it!? And after a while I was questioning myself whether or not i was actually wrong for supporting my sister and her crazy decision. But I mean it's just like if I had a son or daughter and they were gay and wanted to get married to there partner, I wouldn't want my son to be gay but I would want my son to be happy so I would tell him how I felt about it but I would still love him just the same even though I really wouldn't condone the wedding I would still go and support him because that's what love is? Right? I know marriage at 16 is a little more extreme case but I kept trying to tell him, she's not my daughter, she's my sister so I can't stop her from getting married!? Then he had the nerve to say "I don't even know if I want to have kids with you anymore because your too lenient"! it hurt my feelings so bad! I KNOW I will be a good mother! And I tried to explain to him that yea my family has some fucked up values when it comes to my sister but I know how I was raised and I have seen my families flaws and when I raise my family I know what values not to take from my parents and put in my family and I know what values to install in my kids to make my own family better thy what mine was growing up.?!
Ugh it was a ruff fyckin night then he also went into how I was mean and I talk to people ant kind if way!? Like WTF!? I work at a fuckin bank I know how to keep my mouth closed with certain people but yea when I get with my friends I will speak my mind whether they like it or not!? Ugh I just felt like WTF is it hate on crystal day?! Damn! I don't what got into him but it really hurt my feelings and then he said he still loves & cares about me and that he was just telling me all this not to argue but to see where my head was at or something like that because he doesn't like my family for other issues (that will be a whole new blog post) and he just doesn't understand out of all the problems my mom has put me through and almost fuckin up our relationship many times before and just saying me shit to me when she gets in her moods.
Ugh it was just a super long night and I woke up super tired because I hadn't got any rest! My eyes were super baggy and when my bf came home from work he thought I had been crying because my eyes were so droopy so instead of going to class this morning I just slept in and I'm still tired but I have a busy night ahead of me getting everything ready for my sisters bachelorette party tomorrow! ;-)

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Monday, November 15, 2010

Pretty Girl Rock

My name is "Crystal", I'm so very fly oh my it's a little bit scary, boys wanna marry, looking at my derrier yea you can stare but if you touch it imma bury

Pretty as a picture, sweeter than a swisha

Mad cause I'm cuter than the girl that's whitcha I aint got to talk about it baby you can see it but of you want me to I'll be happy to repeat it:

My name is "crystal" I'm so very fly oh my it's a little bit scary, boys wanna marry looking at my derrier yea you can stare but if you touch it imma bury

Pretty as a picture, sweeter than a swisha

mad cause I'm cuter than the girl that's whitcha I can talk bout it cause I know that I'm pretty and if you know it to then ladies sing it with me!

All eyes on me when I walk in no question that this girls a 10 don't hate me cause I'm beautiful; dont hate me cause im beautiful my walk my talk the way I dress, it's not my fault so please don't trip, don't hate me cause I'm beautiful don't hate me cause I'm beautiful

Do the pretty girl rock

If u looking for me you can catch me...cameras flashin i bet he turn his head just as soon as I pass him
girls think I'm conceited cause I kno I'm attractive don't worry about what I think why don't you ask him

Get yourself together dont hate
Jealousy's the ugliest trait
I can talk about it cause I know that I'm pretty and if you know it too then ladies sing it with me!

All eyes on me when I walk in no question that this girls a 10 don't hate me cause I'm beautiful; dont hate me cause im beautiful
my walk my talk the way I dress it's not my fault so please don't trip
don't hate me cause I'm beautiful
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful

Do the pretty girl rock ;-)

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Facebook Q's & A's

Ugh so WTF is this little game going around on facebook!?

Like my timeline is filled with people doing this questions and Answers type game? I thinks it is where someone inboxes you a question then you answer the question in your timeline. Like I think people are taking it way too far because everyone is not that popular that they have people asking them bunches of questions and shit? Like get over yourself! Lol not ever person who sends you a message thinks your super cute an wants to fuck you like seriously...stop making up your own questions and answers! :-)

Fallin off

Ugh again I'm fallen off my blogging all over again! I'm not gonna let this blog go to waste I have
tons of things I want to say and write about but life ugh it keeps getting in the way!! I honestly haven't even had time to study!
But anyway doe (Kat Stacks voice) lol, what's been going on with me? My younger sister is getting married on Friday, on Thursday I am throwing her a surprise bachelorette party and it's gonna be off the hook!! I made these cute little goody bags with bunches of dick type stuff! I got dick straws, dick whistles, dick suckers just tons of penis stuff haha.

Bunches if fun games and stuff its going to be off the hook lol ;-) then on top of that I got a surprise stripper for her and he is suupppppeeerrr cute like to die for cute!

Ugh well I'm sitting in my marketing class right now and my teacher is looking at me cause I'm just typing away on my iPhone, I'll make a couple more post tonight when I get home from work :-)

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Tuesday, November 9, 2010

This time around

This time around having a blog I have found it quite more interesting! Why might you ask?! Well it's because I have ALREADY found some very interesting blogs that have caught my attention and I
Keep coming back to see if they have posted more!! Keep writing you guys and I'll keep reading! :-) I have noticed however there are aloottt of fashion blogs!? Lol now I will know at all times what's in style and what's not! Haha


F*** You Call of Duty Black Ops!!!

So as some of you females may already know Call of Duty Black ops came out last night. And for any of you females out there with boyfriends, I am sure most of your men have picked up or plan to pick the new game up as soon as possible.
I had the unfortunate luxury of witnessing the gaming madness last night, here's the story:
So my boyfriend cant drive in the dark right now until he gets his contacts, so he told me months in advance he wanted me to take him to the midnight release of the game. So we went to Game Stop at 10 p.m. (keep in mind the game wasn't being released until 12 a.m.) and the line was already forming around the building! UGH! So I decide to sit in the car and my boyfriend calls me like 2 minutes later telling me there are two separate lines, one for paying for the game and getting a ticket, the other line is waiting to actually get the game which isn't available till 12. Well, what we ended up doing was he stood in line to pay for the game and then we went back home till 12 then came back, by the time we got back to game stop, the line was sooo long, like it was worse than the 4:30 a.m. Target line on black Friday. So again I waited in the car while he stood in this ridiculously long line for a mere video game...
He finally got his game and he popped it in the Xbox as soon as he got home like a little kid on Christmas, lol. I went to bed because I had school in the morning, but there really wasn't a reason to stay up anyway considering I wouldn't be getting any attention from my boyfriend for the rest of the night. Good thing I prepared for this day and I made sure I got mine in early that day before he got his game and forgot I totally existed....
Today being the day after my boyfriend recieved his game, it honestly hasnt been that bad (him ignoring me to play the game) He bought him & I lunch from Bojanlges, we sat and talked for a while and then he says to me "Crystal, I love you more than anything but I am about to play the game" I just looked at him and laughed...well at least I know im loved??? lol



Hi loves!!! So I'm off work today and since I got home from school this morning I've been watching project runway. I like never watch this show buy now that I am, it is actually very interesting show! It's inspiring and makes me want to get up and make a dress, lol do you guys ever watch this show?

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Monday, November 8, 2010

Still decorating my blog

so I'm still trying to get my blog together and add pictures, music, information, ect. but I am trying to do everything by iPhone and unfortunately there is no "blogger" app so I'm doing all of my posting from another application I downloaded called "iblogger" and it won't let me post pics and stuff so it's gonna take me a little while to get everything set up and stuff because like everyone else I'm sure my life is super busy. I will however have everything looking pristine by the end of the week and then hopefully I'll get a couple of interesting followers :-)


Sunday, November 7, 2010

Hello my blogger loves :-)

hello loves :) this has been my 4th attempt to keep a blog and actually post but I have vowed to myself that I will post at least once a day, anything I am feeling, have an opinion about or just want to discuss I will post. I have been viewing and reading many blogs and it's just brought me to this point once again to start blogging. I am sure to keep you interested :-)